tryin to keep my head above water...
no bridesmaids, no best men, no frills..
if i had it my way, it'd be me, him, our parents, and a priest on some far away beach...
but no...
they want to invite people and make tons of food...

*sigh*
sometimes being busy can make u so exhausted, all u can do is cry...
and sometimes being busy just makes u laugh...
in a sanity-questionable-i-belong-in-an-asylum kind of way...

drove to seattle...
thru rain and wind...
picked out rings and watches...
i'm so glad i'm not excessively picky...
but he's more glad...

oh yeah... for those that are wandering in darkness,
i'm gettin hitched...

d-day: october 2, 2004

well... it's 9-eleven... again...
and again we remember horrid images of deeds of misguided men...
at the same time, i'm moved to the realization that inconceivable acts of violence happen everyday, every second somewhere in the world...

may those victims find solace in the fact that their loved ones will always remember them..
and may we also take a moment for those who unwillingly remain unknown..
rest in peace...